Wednesday, October 31, 2018

SOON


Funny.
Funny that I needed a break far from internet this summer, only to be caught up in more frustration and matriarchy haunted memories now.
(I've heard you are celebrating Halloween tonight if you are living on the other side of the Atlantic, so I guess it's the right time to feel haunted as well...)

Suddenly, it's just too much "horrible" inspiration ; )

I have enough for an update already, but I want to work one week more on some of my personal nightmares.

Anyway, the result will be in your mailbox again soon

Cheers!

AleX

9 comments:

  1. More mothers catching their sons masturbating,I can't wait! And I wonder whats going on in that beach scene?

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    1. Exactly : more mothers catching their sons masturbating! : /

      The beach scene? A very embarrassing moment for a young boy (yes, I'm Captain Obvious)
      Soon you'll see him ; )

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    2. Bonjour Alex,

      Bon retour !
      Ah, la hantise de nos Mamans ! Surprendre leur "petit homme" en pleine action !!!
      Et s'ensuit tout un dialogue alternant menaces d'une bonne fessée et obéissance à Maman. Nous autres, adolescents, sommes alors tourmentés par nos hormones bien difficiles à calmer.
      Quant j'étais ados (entre 1978 et 1986), ma mère, très angoissée par ma très mauvaise santé, m'interdisait les "plaisirs solitaires" qu'elle jugeait nocifs pour moi. Et bien sur, le naturel reprenant le dessus, ce qui devait arriver arriva : surpris "en pleine action", ma bonne Maman m'administra, séance tenante, une cuisante fessée déculottée, autant par angoisse que par désobéissance. Ma Maman était assez autoritaire dans son caractère et elle ne supportait aucune contradiction. ET ce jour-là, ce fut "ma fête". Ah les fameuses pages
      "lingerie" de ces gros catalogues.
      Cuisant souvenir...
      Charles.

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  2. When I was 14, my mother(54) hadn't seen me naked for a long time and one day I suddenly got the urge to show her how nicely my boy parts had developed and that I now had pubic hair above my dick. She was lying in her bedroom. I went into my bathroom and stripped all my clothes and underpants off and then walked into her bedroom completely nude. She looked down at the clear and close-up view I was giving her and saw everything in between my legs, and I mean EVERYTHING--penis, testicles, pubic hair. As a pretense I said that I was about to take a shower but that there was no shampoo in my bathroom. I had never done anything remotely like that before, so it was easy for her to figure out that I wanted her to see my balls, dick, and pubic hair, so she stared for a while at my pubic area. She then suggested I go into her bathroom (just a few feet away) and look for some shampoo. When I turned to go in I could see her enjoying the view of my naked butt. I pretended not to be able to find the shampoo and asked her to come and help me. My dick had by now gotten completely erect and was sticking straight out. She was standing right next to me and looked down again between my legs. She seemed to especially enjoy the even better view my erect penis was giving her of my testicles. She had a great look of satisfaction on her face that I, her beloved boy, felt so comfortable and happy (as especially shown by the fact that my penis was erect) to give her the pleasure of seeing me completely naked after puberty. I guess every mother and every son is somewhat different, so each mother and son reading this will react in a way unique to her/his own family dynamic. For me and my mother, the expression on my mom's face while she was looking at my easy-to-see naked testicles, my erect penis, and my lush tuft of pubic hair, was that now my testicles were producing sperm, which would be ejaculated through the erect penis she was enjoying looking at, taking great satisfaction that she had helped bring that package of penis and testicles into the world, that would continue the cycle of life she began by giving birth to me.

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    1. Wow! Great story! How did it go on?

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    2. Thank you for your positive reaction. At the time, nothing further really happened, but last week when I was looking at this Alex website and read Dennis's comment from 2016 that "there is nothing hotter than a mother (or other female relative) catching her son masturbating" it triggered the memory of this incident with my mom. On both a sexual and general emotional level it has suddenly impacted me greatly. I guess at the time everything that happened in that one incident satisfied my desire to please my mother in this way. With what I understand now I wish I could go back and do more (I guess the only things left would have been to either have her "catch" me masturbating, or just simply ask her to either watch me masturbating or to ask her to masturbate me herself. Since from this incident and (going beyond my personal experience, which was limited to this incident) reading this and other blogs I now realize that many women enjoy seeing a naked male and doing CFNM stuff I'm thinking that if there would be a woman (probably around my age or older,although maybe younger--I'm now 60) who would find pleasure in me serving in that role for her pleasure I would be open to trying it.

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  3. I remember lining up for swim practice and the feelings of panic, dred, and despair when I saw the girl who sat in front of me in English literature class approaching us with clipboard in hand. She was the girl I wanted to ask out, and it was going to be impossible for me to look her in the eye, let alone convince her to be my girlfriend after she had been asked to supervise us boys in the shower area to make sure we didn't horse around and be late for role call. I tried to keep my back to her in the shower, but she still saw me naked covered in soap suds. Now she was going to assist the substitute gym teacher in role call. This would put her right in front of us boys as she marked off each of our names and would take notes while the teacher inspected us before entering the pool.
    Unfortunately, we were naked, and the girl ended up not writing on a clipboard while the female teacher inspected us for symosis, tortion, hygiene, and hemorrhoids. She ended up handing the clipboard over to our teacher and went down the line, lifting one set of testicles after another to look and feel underneath, check the pubes and such, and instruct each boy to turn, bend over, and spread them wide, checking everything from tailbone to belly button. I don't know how, but I actually managed to look this cute girl in the eye as she lifted my testicles, looked underneath my penis, peered inside my eurethra, and looked up between my legs after bending over to see her inspecting my rectum, perenium, and scrotal sack, pulling my testicles from side to side to see in between my sack and inner thighs, running her fingers over the line connecting my anus all the way to my erecting penis.
    Yes, I was going to be able to ask her out, as soon as I figured out how to be in a conversation with her without dying of embarrassment after this invasive pre-pool inspection.
    She did smile up at me while holding my nuts to the side so she could see my face. Her fingers felt good against my scrotum and my testicles were swelling up from the contact with her hand. I did work up the courage to ask her out a few days later, since she supervised our showers for the next few days and checked my hygiene afterwards to make sure I used soap when washing. She was nice about the whole thing, complimenting me on my hygiene while running her fingers over my butthole and scrotum while I was bent over.
    This was over 45 years ago, and our teachers claimed that there was nothing to be embarrassed about, since there wasn't anything sexual or lurid about girls checking our hygiene and monitoring our development.
    If there wasn't anything sexual about me being naked in front of this girl, than how come I erected everytime she smiled at me?

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